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Friday, February 2nd, 2007
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4:36 pm - fish made me do it.
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Comment, and I will:
1) Tell you why I friended you 2) Associate you with a song/movie 3) Tell a random fact about you 4) Tell a first memory about you 5) Associate you with an animal/fruit 6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you 7) In retort, you MUST spead this disease in your LJ
Have fun, kids!
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| Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
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4:35 pm - All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out
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Face - The enemy Stare - Inside you Control - Your thoughts Destroy - Destroy 'em all
alright, got all my armor fixed and re-painted... got the rust knocked out of me, got the invite to the tourney this weekend.... now all thats left is to find out how much guts you got before i spill them...
ill be there ... dont YOU chicken out....
current mood: satisfied current music: Alice in Chains : God Am
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| Friday, September 29th, 2006
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6:27 am - ha ha fool
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Anyone wana take bets as to how long it will be before webtard, i meen tinnydickthetroll, i meen thetardisback, i meen astupidtard.. i think thats what it is now gets this account suspended... i belive Vegas is iving it 3 to 1 it wont last a week.
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| Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
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7:30 pm - yarrrrrr
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Want to talk like a pirate and impress the crew and passengers of the Jolly Roger?
Here are some cool words and phrases you can use while on your Pirate cruise.
Landlubber - a sailor's name for someone who has never been at sea
"Shiver me timbers!" - an expression of surprise
Buccaneer - a kind of pirate that sailed the Caribbean in the 1600's
Port - a sailor's word for "left"
Starboard - a sailor's word for "right"
"Yo ho ho!" - an expression used by jolly pirates
"Land ho!" - "I see land"
Scurvy - a disease caused by lack of vitamin C
"Weigh anchor!" - "Haul up the anchor and set sail!"
Merchantman - a trading ship loaded with cargo
Prize - a captured ship
Sea legs - as soon as sailors were able to walk easily across the rolling deck and not get seasick, they had their "sea legs"
"Swab the deck!" - "mop the ship's deck
"about the leaks!" - an order to fix the leaks in the hull
Barnacle - a small shellfish that attaches itself to underside of the ship
Broadside - a blast from all the guns and cannons on one side of a ship
Calico - brightly colored cotton fabric
Careen - to pull a ship onto its side in order to clean its hull
Cargo - the goods carried by a ship
Code of conduct - a set of rules that told pirates how they should behave
Deserted - describing a place where no people live
Duel - a fight between two people armed with swords or pistols
Figurehead - a carving of a person, usually of wood, on the front of a ship
Galleon - a large ship, usually with three masts and square sails
Galley - a ship that uses oars to move
Harbor - a place where ships are sheltered from rough waves
Maroon - to leave someone on a deserted island
Mock trial - a game in which pirates pretend to be judges, lawyers and prisoners in a courtroom
Pardon - to excuse a person's crimes
Pillory - a wooden frame with holes to hold a person's head and hands
Pistol - a gun that is held in one hand
Privateer - a pirate loyal to the king, queen, or government of a country
Schooner - a ship with triangular sails and two or more masts
Sloop - a sailboat with a single mast and two sails.
current mood: cheerful current music: Weezer : Only In Dreams
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| Monday, September 25th, 2006
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4:22 pm - Crown War....
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ha war was great... Todd won , no contest really , i had the first kill of the war... (stupid archer battle) Jilly Bean is still Queen of markland , lots of drinking was done ,LOTS of drinking was done... oh yah .. how could i forget HE bitched out in front of all of markland.. he hid like the little bitch he was.. and CRIED late hit anytime we hit him...we all expected it.... way to go there mark.... you sure showed us...
current mood: GREAT! current music: Sepultura : Propaganda
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| Friday, September 8th, 2006
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8:02 pm
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i sit here and read this letter from my friend pouring his heart out, about what has been bothering him. Then i watch webtard take it and pick it apart and twist it, and take this beautiful thing and bend it to try to make himself better... you seem to know all the answers, you know everything .
i sit her and read what was said back and forth and you know what i just dont care what you say anymore. words are done , keep talking , and soon the "natural course of life" shall run its course.
i know who i can trust, i know who is my friend , i know ,he is not my leader but he is an inspiration... i know who lies , i know who wants to make a desprate cry for attention. you got my attention , but its not what your going to want. what are you going to do when you get it. tell everyone you dont know what happend, i was only telling the truth, i just dont know why.. you know.
dont think of this as a threat, no no its not that, its a warning to all those who know. so you dont try to use someone as a shield, stay away from me , stay away from my friends. nature is coming
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| Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
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4:37 pm - locked entries
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I refuse to lock my entries or to make anything friends only. what i have to say, i have no reason to hide. i wont talk behind your back , if i have a problem with you, you will know. if i like you, you will know. if you have a problem with me, i dont care.
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| Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
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11:22 pm - hope you find what you are looking for.
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i havent done a real one of there in so long i almost forget how to.
i had a very shocking day today , i was looking threw the friends of my friends and came across a picture of this girl i knew.. it had her bith date followed by 7-29-06..
i was going threw a tough time in my life , my girlfriend (also pregnant at the time) had just moved out and left me. i was in a bad bad place , and one day by chance i was over at my friends apartment, and their upstairs neighbor came down. and that was the first time i met Jenn.
For the next 2 weeks we were together all the time, i would play video games with her kid till it was his bed time and me and her would curl up in bed and watch american chopper. she was an amazing soul , deep and carring, she intoduced me to zakk wylde's book of shadows and i just enjoyed being around her. we had a fight one day and that was that. we didnt talk for the longest time. and then a few months go i met her in a Wawa parking lot , just in passing. i got her # and she was off. i swear i ment to call her, i swear i did. i missed her , but i didnt know what to say when she picked up, i dont know i guess i was afaraid goodby
current mood: morose current music: Gin Blossoms : Lost Horizons
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| Monday, May 22nd, 2006
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8:15 pm
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If I could I surely would Child ease your pain But if I could no longer Would you still know my name?
If I couldn't drain the tears That pour from these eyes Would you turn your back on me Would you wave goodbye?
Or leave me way beyond empty inside Awaiting my last day to arive Way beyond empty inside Awaiting my end to arrive
If I could be the shoulder Which your head would rest upon Would you still be waiting (mama) Or would you be gone? If I couldn't keep the smile Forever on your face Would I still be around Or would I be replaced?
(Yeah) Way beyond empty inside Awaiting my last day to arive (yeah) Way beyond empty inside Awaiting my end to arrive
(And) Would you promise me Things they'd never change Could you promise me That things they'd stay the same?
If I couldn't clear the clouds From over your head Would you keep your word to me Amongst all the things you said?
Or leave me way beyond empty inside Awaiting my last day to arive (yeah)
Awaiting my end to arrive Oh yeah child!
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| Friday, September 16th, 2005
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5:49 am
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I wrote this once before in here , and its still true about the same person , im going away for a while .. and who knows what will happen.
Seether : Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
now i know there is alot more to this song ... trust me i know... and maybe someday i will be able to print it in here..
untill then, goodbye (no more posts for a while)
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| Sunday, September 11th, 2005
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11:24 pm
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today was a good day , i woke up and went out witrh tom and we got drunk and made cookies.. then i went oer to cliff and jills and did someting i havent done in a long tome.. played D&D (man i can be a geek sometimes)
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2:16 am - Ive been sitting here , trying to find myself
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ive been doing alot of thinking lately, i have had alot of time to myself lately .. i sit up at night and think ,, its all i really do anymore.. ive been thinking about me.. where did i lose myself?
i used to be an artist, i cant even drawl anymore i used to be a photographer.. i dont even want to hold a camera i used to be able to fix anything on a car, i cant even hold a wrench i used to be a force on the field of battle, i dont even want to fight i used to be a king, i cant control anything anymore i used to go out all the time , now i sit at home alone i used to have a home, now i live with my parents i used to have goals, now i dont know what i want i used to have dreams, now there all nightmares i used to create, now i only destroy i used to smile , now i only stare blankly i used to have a job, now i only work i used to be somebody.....
where did i let it all go, where did i forget who i was ... ive been trying to get my life back in order, but when you cant even figure out who you are , how do you know what you want to be.. some where along the way i lost myself ..
current mood: confused
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| Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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1:04 am
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im fucking done, im done being sad over you , im done caring.. im just done.. i did everything i could, i bent myself over, and inside out for you , i did everything!!! YOU were the one that ran away , YOU were the one that left , im tired of wondering what i did wrong I DID NOTHING WRONG. you made me insane, your the one that broke me...you lied you lied you lied. i cared for you. i loved you . i did all i could for you .
this all may sound Crazy, coming from the "pshyco", but i stoped calling , i stoped wrighting ,, your the one who keeps calling me and draging me back in .. i deleted you from my live journal, i deleted you from my buddy list , i deleted you out of my phone.... i took all those letters , all those notes , all the little stupid things i saved from us and locked them away in a box... im the one thats moving on and working on my life...
your just looking for something you will never find.. untill you truly admit to your self you do honestly need help.. i do too. im not saying this to be mean, im not saying this to hurt you. im sayting this as someone who truly cares about you and wants the best for you... i do still care. i was honestly going to give you the $200 you asked me for the other day, but why? .. Your the one who doesnt want to be my friend.
"Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to fail
Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to fail
I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
current mood: angry
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| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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4:26 pm - nothing ever goes right
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what sucks about today is i should be going to a phillies Game tonight.. My X wanted to go to a phillies Game ... me personally i hate baseball but she wanted to go so i was like ok, how bad could it be with you. so i put in for tickets like a month ago and told my boss why... well yesterday My bosses boss (VP of the company) came by the job site and handed me his personal tickets.. right behind the phillies dough out.. i felt like crying... nothing ever goes right for me
current mood: blank
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| Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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12:10 am
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so once again i got deleted by my X... im not sure how to feel , it hurts, but its probably for the best, i know i am annoying, i dont mean to be , but it is probably for the best..
current mood: sad
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| Monday, September 5th, 2005
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4:49 pm
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im going nuts, i need to get out of my house, but no one is around and no one will pick up there dam phone.. DAMMIT, GET ME OUT OF HERE!
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3:55 pm - look out world
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here i am in the middle of another family picnic. sitting alone in my room. i dont know why , i dont get along to well with much of my family. i sit here and feel so alone , id rather be out doing something with my friends. or even just sitting at a dinner.i dont know why i always feel so alone , so empty.. its not because you left me , i always feel alone .. like no one truly understands me , what goes through my head . or why i do what i do . sometimes i dont even understand me . ive never been close to my family, ive always been closer to my friend, the seem to p up with me becasue they want to , not because they have to .
on another note im looking into another job/Hobie... i hopefully will have my friend ( a personal trainer) to get me back into shape, and my friend whos a 5th degree black belt to show me a few things , and another friend who knows everyone to get me into a tournament , and soon i will be making money for beating the crap out of people,, i have been holding alot in for years now , all the torment all the names , all the jokes , all the slaps , all the shit i have taken will soon be released, and i will not fall, i wont fall i cant fall. nothing will stop me soon.
current mood: alone
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| Sunday, September 4th, 2005
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3:52 pm
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so many feelings i cant express,, so many things i cant say , so many things i cant do .. where do i start.. how about, hello.
current mood: confused
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| Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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9:09 pm
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here it is another saturday night , another beautiful saturday night. and here i sit , staring at my phone.. waiting. even with everything i know , here i sit. a hope is a hope , a dream is a dream , but they are all i have left.. my hopes and dreams...
current mood: lonely
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| Friday, September 2nd, 2005
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6:14 am - Just Go
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"Just Go"
I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces I've fucked up places In my memories none of them I've lost, but...
I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go.
It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure But I know that I'm the only One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but...
I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go.
I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but...
I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go.
Just Just Just Just go Go Go
current mood: yes im drunk at 6 am ...still
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